Friday, May 18, 2007
two weeks in hawaii. forgetting what lies behind, pressing onward to the goal. i think i'm going to leave his ring here. as well as my cell phone.i told him, "i need space, a lot of space."and yet six...
View ArticleSunday, May 20, 2007
i can get so empty and malicious sometimes. i don't want to be malicious or spiteful or angry.or prideful. i want to be gracious and loving and kind. compassionate.with a nature intended to replicate...
View ArticleSaturday, May 26, 2007
just live, right? easier said than done. go day to day, right? but what of all the hours in between where i'm left to nothing but thinking and thinking and remembering and hoping and reasoning. i just...
View ArticleSaturday, June 02, 2007
i'm home.and i'm eager for companionship. then what is there now to hold me back from becoming what i've always wanted to be? it's sad that i had to lose him in order to grow. i miss him dearly.in...
View ArticleFriday, June 08, 2007
i'm trying not to get my hopes up.they're better off dead on this one.
View ArticleTuesday, June 12, 2007
fickle hope.you return so readily!one night... and now faced with the question:when will blessings abound? come, freedom, come!
View ArticleMonday, June 18, 2007
i spent the night in the ER.it's finally hit me...he doesn't love you anymore. he loves aimee. you've wasted two years of your life. he loves aimee. now therapy. counselors. breakdowns hit when they...
View ArticleSunday, July 08, 2007
i think i'll be ok now. all the memories and feelings which used to be bright vivid color and motion picture are now gray and silent.as if i don't feel for him anymore.he's a dull memory.not even a...
View ArticleWednesday, November 21, 2007
it's been awhile since i've been here. i play guitar now.i've written a good number of songs. and i'm hopeful.aware and understanding of doubts, but hopeful. i'm learning to trust god better than i...
View ArticleMonday, February 25, 2008
how long has it been here? so much has changed.the girl that i hated i now love.the boy that i loved i now...... i don't know. it's fickle, but god is working in us. every one of us.we're consumed...
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